Life as a Newcastle United supporter has never been short of heartache, but I don't think anyone who was at Orient on Saturday, can say they have seen a worse pereformance by their heroes in black and white.
The 'stars' were out in force - Beye, Enrique, Taylor, Coloccini, Barton, Duff, Nolan, Gutierrez, Smith and Martins - and everyone couldn't give a shit!
Each and everyone (apart from Duff and Barton) have at some stage this summer spoken about moving on ... and boy did they let it known they haven't the heart for the black and white shirt.
Yes, there have been problems off the field, but those players should be docked a weeks wages for the most heartless performance every Toon fan at Orient had ever seen.
Meanwhile ... Ashley decided to give the match a miss ... as usual, deciding he's had enough of being a Geordie.
But as the offers have come in for the club, and Derek Llambias INSISTING there have been offers over the £100,000, Ashley is happy to plod along and let the club rot in hell.
Upset that the fans want to string him up by his knackers, he seems happy to get his own back.
Why should he make a quick sale when he's obviously not bothered what happens?
He can't lose any more money .... the damage was done with the relegation ... so perhaps he's loving every second of it.
With the start of the Championship season just two weeks away, Newcastle are in crisis.
Is Ashley cared? Is he bollox!